Revelations are wonderful and some are such that shakes you to the core..back of my mind I always had this thought running ,but I did not really let it come to the fore or stop to think on it...but it was there nagging for a long time now......
After the morning meditation today,it just stood in front of my eyes and exploded clearing it's way and revealing itself.....
Growing up getting my way,very strong likes n dislikes...getting the best ,as I understood...then my life takes a 180degrees turn ....rocking sea change...a long time inside of me I did not know if I was coming or going ....what was going on....
Amazingly....nothing happened to me.....
I did not go mad? Did not go into depression ? Did not get suicidal?did not fight ?
Why?
Today it was clearly opened to me...revealed...
In the inner wisdom which works on us ....knowingly or unknowingly .....
Never ever did I really belong here or anywhere.....I never thought or believed this is it...every single moment of my life journey ,I knew( without knowing ),this is not it .....NETI ! NETI !
That's the reason I was never one with my situation ....never soaked in it .....so,there was never a mental breakdown.....because it did get to me .....unknowingly I lived a life of -This Too Shall Pass -
Here is not where I belong....
I am in transit.....
Hallelujah......
Truth is one ..truth does not change.....if its true today .....it will be the same always......if this is the truth ....where is the fight? Where is the protest? Why resist ?
What ever is ....whatever is going to be....the only Mantra is Accept ...Accept ....Accept ....what ever comes your way ....grab it with love ....go through .....don't be a part of it....You are not This....
I remember a Master told me once:
Give it all to Him .
Keep going .
And Just Be...
I did not get it then .....but I know Now ...Thank you .
Be kind ....have courage ....have Faith in yourself....
After the morning meditation today,it just stood in front of my eyes and exploded clearing it's way and revealing itself.....
Growing up getting my way,very strong likes n dislikes...getting the best ,as I understood...then my life takes a 180degrees turn ....rocking sea change...a long time inside of me I did not know if I was coming or going ....what was going on....
Amazingly....nothing happened to me.....
I did not go mad? Did not go into depression ? Did not get suicidal?did not fight ?
Why?
Today it was clearly opened to me...revealed...
In the inner wisdom which works on us ....knowingly or unknowingly .....
Never ever did I really belong here or anywhere.....I never thought or believed this is it...every single moment of my life journey ,I knew( without knowing ),this is not it .....NETI ! NETI !
That's the reason I was never one with my situation ....never soaked in it .....so,there was never a mental breakdown.....because it did get to me .....unknowingly I lived a life of -This Too Shall Pass -
Here is not where I belong....
I am in transit.....
Hallelujah......
Truth is one ..truth does not change.....if its true today .....it will be the same always......if this is the truth ....where is the fight? Where is the protest? Why resist ?
What ever is ....whatever is going to be....the only Mantra is Accept ...Accept ....Accept ....what ever comes your way ....grab it with love ....go through .....don't be a part of it....You are not This....
I remember a Master told me once:
Give it all to Him .
Keep going .
And Just Be...
I did not get it then .....but I know Now ...Thank you .
Be kind ....have courage ....have Faith in yourself....
