Transition.....

Revelations are wonderful and some are such that shakes you to the core..back of my mind I always had this thought running ,but I did not really let it come to the fore or stop to think on it...but it was there nagging for a long time now......
After the morning meditation today,it just stood in front of my eyes and exploded clearing it's way and revealing itself.....
Growing up getting my way,very strong likes n dislikes...getting the best ,as I understood...then my  life takes a 180degrees turn ....rocking sea change...a long time inside of me I did not know if I was coming or going ....what was going on....
Amazingly....nothing happened to me.....
I did not go mad? Did not go into depression ? Did not get suicidal?did not fight ?
Why?
Today it was clearly opened to me...revealed...
In the inner wisdom which works on us ....knowingly or unknowingly .....
Never ever did I really belong here or anywhere.....I never thought or believed  this is it...every single moment of my life journey ,I knew( without knowing ),this is not it .....NETI   ! NETI  !
That's the reason I was never one with my situation ....never soaked in it .....so,there was never a mental breakdown.....because it did get to me .....unknowingly I lived a life of -This Too Shall Pass -
Here is not where I belong....
I am in transit.....
Hallelujah......
Truth is one ..truth does not change.....if its true today .....it will be the same always......if this is  the truth ....where is the fight? Where is the protest? Why resist ?
What ever is ....whatever is going to be....the only Mantra is Accept ...Accept ....Accept ....what ever comes your way ....grab it with love ....go through .....don't be a part of it....You are not This....
I remember a Master told me once:
Give it all to Him .
Keep going .
And Just Be...
I did not get it then .....but I know Now ...Thank you .
Be kind ....have courage ....have Faith in yourself....